| last day of class!! |
[16 Mar 2006|12:34am] |
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i am so relieved that classes are finally over with!!! whoot whoot!!! now i get to relax and of course this means that i am one step closer on going home!! the only thing that i dont like about this quarter is that i have a complete week to do absolutely nothing.. well to dedicate to studying be seriously.. do u really think that i will waste my time studying?? ha... well i am cuz i need to get this stats thing down. but other than that i am gonna spend it lazying around and just relaxing.. omg this is gonna be one of the longest weeks ever!! i cant stand not being able to go home. i miss everyone!!!
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| party |
[12 Mar 2006|11:14pm] |
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so yesterday was america's surprise birthday party. i got so fucked up! lol i dont remember half of the night. but its ok cuz i had jonathan to protect me. haha. lots of pics i will post them together
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| midnight talking |
[08 Mar 2006|02:33am] |
well here i am in jonathan's room, wasting time. my roommate's boyfriend is here on a visit and it feels super awkward being in the same room. so i just decided to let them have their time. so why is it that when my roommate has her boyfriend here, my boyfriend doesnt call me for two days?? i wonder if there is something wrong with him.... ugh i hate not knowing things..
today i talked to my old friend marvin. man he is still the same guy. its weird how things turn up and u find out how a small world this is.
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| pregnant.......!!!!! |
[05 Mar 2006|06:25pm] |
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i hate being like this.... i feel like a pregnant woman... damn u daily pain!!! i so want some MOLE!!! wow, i'm getting cravings. i hate days like these. at least when i go home i'll be free!! yea baby!! oh ok back to "studying"
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| blah..... |
[04 Mar 2006|07:27pm] |
You know what i hate about living in close proximatity eith other women?? cuz all of your hormones get all fucked up!! damn you crystal and damn you period!!!! i knew this was going to happen.. i mean i had been feeling all depressed and tired. but i was like nah its not time yet.. but sure enough, i woke up with cramps and the worst mood ever.. i hate it.. i feel like just lying in a hole and staying there. well the hole will just have to be my bed and yea... i had so much to do this weekend, but my headache and my body just cant concentrate. so i am gonna be in isolation until i get better. it sucks cuz crystal's ( my roommate) boyfriend is coming on tuesday.. and i have to be pleasant and stuff, its going to be so awkward. i'm just gonna sleep and do my work.. no conversating. lol i'm gonna seem like the biggest bitch.
well at least i got my box full of poptarts and my black peacoat. yay!!! lol and then i got a couple of pictures from my sweetie!!! aww that really brighten my day. aww i miss him so much!!
(awwww dont he look all concentrated! big butt needs to go do something instead of watching tv and taking pics of himself hehe)
oh here is a quiz i did just because i was bored.....
| Your Values Profile | 
Loyalty:
You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.
Honesty:
You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."
Generosity:
You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!
Humility:
You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them. |
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| movie night |
[03 Mar 2006|11:27pm] |
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Ok so me and my roommate opted to staying in tonight and watching a movie.. We watched Elizabethtown, a pretty good movie. but it made me realize something, i have stayed away from my family for far too long. how long has it been since i went to visit my grandfather's grave?? i know it has been months maybe even before i moved to davis. i remember that i used to talk to his gravestone and pretend that it was him. even though i know that he is here with me, i just feel distant. i need him so much... or maybe should i change that to needed him. cuz i used to go to him everytime i need to make a hard decision or i had a problem. but now? i content myself with talking to the midnight air. that silence, it makes me feel half empty. that emptiness that i relate to the beginning. i guess cuz i have nothing that is concrete for me to connect it with him.. i dunno but i do know that as soon as i go home, i'm gonna pay that pile of bones a visit.
ugh, i have four papers that are all due next week or so.. i hate it!! so this weekend is gonna be dedicated to writing the papers and finishing them, cuz i need to finish out strong! oh yea.. i feel like such a bore. but whatever. my education comes first right... anyways
i found out that an old friend used to like me. haha i never would of thought that. we only knew each other for like 3 or 4 months and he liked me.. its crazy!
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| PrOcrAStiNatiON!!!!!!!!!! |
[02 Mar 2006|01:42pm] |
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ok so here i am in my dorm room, supposedly doing homework. yea well i finished my write up for the presentation that i have today and all i have to do is a stupid essay... but thats ok i still have time to update my LJ!!!!!!!lol anyways, i'm freezing my ass over here... i cant wait until i go home. It is currently 53 degrees in lovely davis! wooohoo!! lol but i'm not really stressig over that because yesterday jonathan, crystal and me signed a lease for our apartment!!!!!!!!!!Yea baby!!!! omg i have never been this excited about owing money. i love it. its like i cant wait to plan everything and move in and get to live on our own. i know its going to be hard but this is a first for all of us. and i know we are all going to enjoy it. I mean yesterday, the three of us hung out and watched a movie, and it felt like if we were a lil family. it feels good to have people like this to rely on. awww!!!!! lol so yea we all get our room!!! and we are on the top floor, so we dont get to hear people doing explicit stuff on top of us. lol what else?? umm i dunno all i know is that i am so excited and i have to get back tomy essay cuza i officiall have like 2 hours to finish it. kk people!! talk to u later!
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| but i cant swim!!! |
[27 Feb 2006|08:10pm] |
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well hello everyone!!! this is Rosa Carrillo for the Davis weather report. Today in DAVIS you will experience heavy rainfall and strong winds, niggUh!!! so take that umbrella and go jump in some puddles. omg i hate it when it rains over here. its not like l.a. rains where they are nice and pleasant!! these shits are violent and i hate walking to class in them. i have to look down to avoid getting water in my eyes and the gigantic puddles!! then its freakin cold! i cant believe i have to deal with this for another week or so.. grrrrrr...!!!!!!!!
anyways today i went with jonathan at fucking 8 in the morning to look for apartments!!! besides getting caught in the rain and getting soaked, it was fun. we got to see so many places and have already narrowed down to two places. had tacos for breakfast. yummy. then i had to walk in the rain. ppl thought that me and jonathan were a couple.hehe that cracked us both up. so anyways here is the plan: its gonna be my roommate crystal, jonathan and me. we are all gonna have our own rooms, so we are thinking about a 3 bd, 2 bath apartment, or townhouse. the rent is gonna be like 480ish... expensive but since this is a college town that was the cheapest we found. i am so excited and i am really looking forward to next year. i know that we are gonna have a lot of fun. yay.
well i have an essay to finish and then some reading and then some stats homework, so maybe i should start doing it huh?? hehe alright here is something interesting.
the Asserter
Test finished!
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you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT.
"I must be strong"
Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.
How to Get Along with Me
- Stand up for yourself... and me.
- Be confident, strong, and direct.
- Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.
- Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender,
vulnerable side.
- Give me space to be alone.
- Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.
- I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's
a personal attack.
- When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just
the way I am.
What I Like About Being a Eight
- being independent and self-reliant
- being able to take charge and meet challenges head on
- being courageous, straightforward, and honest
- getting all the enjoyment I can out of life
- supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me
- upholding just causes
What's Hard About Being a Eight
- overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't
intend to
- being restless and impatient with others' incompetence
- sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it
- never forgetting injuries or injustices
- putting too much pressure on myself
- getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when
things don't go right
Eights as Children Often
- are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit
- are sometimes loners
- seize control so they won't be controlled
- fugure out others' weaknesses
- attack verbally or physically when provoked
- take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest,
or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings
Eights as Parents
- are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted
- are sometimes overprotective
- can be demanding, controlling, and rigid
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
You liked the test? so please RATE it :-)
You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose AY
Would you rather have chosen:
BY (FOUR)
CY (SIX)
AX (SEVEN)
AZ (THREE)
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| i'm so Confoosed!!!!!!! |
[25 Feb 2006|11:36pm] |
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ok so i'm in the process of making plans for next years living situation... yea its not going so well. I know that i want an apartment, and i am definitely getting my own room. but who to share it with. the original plan was to share it with my roommate. i mean i have lived with her and we have gotten used to ech other. but in an apartment you are completely on ur own and i dont know how either one of us will react to that. then there is jonathan. i feel bad for him cuz i am his last resort before he has to face tha fact that he's gonna get a single. now he doesn't bother me and i dont think it would be bad at all to live with him.. i just dont know how my parents will react since i would be living with a guy. and its just kind of weird to live with a guy.... i dunno. i'm stuck in the middle and no one is willing to give me an opinion on what to do. i hate it. i called my sister and she was no help. i dont get it, when she asks me for help i tell her my opinion, yet when i ask her for hers shes like well i cant help you. i'm not asking you to resolve my problem, i'm just asking for an opinion. ugh... why isnt anyone helping me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| you can v-day my ass |
[15 Feb 2006|12:40am] |
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ok so this valentines day was not wat i expected it to be. it sucked ass. i'm used to getting cards and candy from friends, boyfriends, and my family.. yea i got NOTHING!! i did get hugs and happy v-day comments on myspace. which did make me feel all better. but that sucked. then i got a couple of calls. and javier did say something to me that made me feel a little bit better. he said that valentine's day was everyday. aww that cheap ass. then after that he fucked everything up!!!! grr i'm mad at him and at myself. i think i saved myself from doing something really really stupid on saturday. i mean if it isn't all there then why jump in?? this relationship is being to frustrate me. i cant figure him out. i still havent figured out the whole long distance relationship... but i have put my priorities straight. and i know that i have made the right decision, no matter how hard it is for me to keep it. damn mom you would be so proud!! lol
i dont ask for much. and if everything he said was true then why is he avioding talking to my parents?? i hate fighting over the phone... its so stupid. me and him need to talk face to face. i want to see the expressions. i want to see him!!! god.. thursday is only one day away!
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| late night |
[11 Feb 2006|01:00pm] |
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so last night was full of movies. we went to go watch this latin american movie called voces inocentes. omg it was so good!!! it was like an emotional rollocoaster. i could hardly take all the emotions. lol anyways after that was a couple of other movies. went down to the lounge and "watched" movies with lesley, edwin and jonathan. yea we acted like lil kids.i have discovered pillow fights are fun, but not with edwin. lol he hits so hard. but we got him back. stayed up until 6 30. just got up at 12 30. hmmmm i need a shower. and i need to go to target. so little time in the day... i love it
gemini horoscope for the day:
You were warned about the shopping thing -- the 'over-shopping' thing, that is -- but there's just one more item you absolutely have to have. Something you can't live without. If you go shopping for it now, though, you may feel compelled to buy the biggest, most lavish, more extravagant model. Of course, in the mood you're carting around, that means you'll definitely do just that. Oh, well. Valentine's Day only comes once a year. Thank heaven!
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| midterms... |
[10 Feb 2006|10:56am] |
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so this week has been full of procrastination, studying, headaches, and midterms. dont we all love college??? yes sir!! anyways, today i have only one more class to go and then after that i am gonna go watch a forgein film called "voces inocentes" and its about the abductions in central america. lately i have been getting into a lot of forgein films. getting a more sofisticated taste. wow mira!lol this weekend i am gonna do my best to finish my paper, and to study for my wms. i dont really like that class. its kinda special. but whatever i'm half way through and its a lil too late to change it. i'm so excited about next weekend. i get to go home. hang out with friends and spend some time with my hunny!! yay i'm so excited, i miss him so much! :( so far we have made this long distance relationship work and hopefully it will last since i only have like five more months to be here and then comes summer. when i can spend as much time with him as i can.
omg this weather over here is crazy. we went from freezing winter to hot ass summer. all this weather change made me break out.. which sucks cuz i'm going home soon and as sson as i go home i break out?? grrr... u skin. i need to be like puffy. i'm gonna try out proactiv! lol
so yea i think thats all i have to say...
time to make a list of things that i must do this weekend
-go to target to buy- shampoo&conditioner, contact solution, laundry detergent, food, water, ummm.. som other stuff
-go to bath and body and get my free lip thingy
- get my bike
- go to book store to buy goodies
-finish paper
- finish readings
-sleep?
- go out
- go get a milkshake at in n out... i've been craving it for the longest.lol
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[03 Feb 2006|09:39pm] |
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Well well we meet again. ha! its been so long since i've updated this thing... hmm i hardly know where to begin. well lets just say that the quarter has been a litle difficult. my classes are proving to be a lot of work and i have mostly spent my time at home trying ot get through all this reading.. and i feel that i haven't gotten anywhere. sometimes i cant seem to concentrate. but i have vowed to change that and i will do all i can to catch up this weekend and be up to date on things. yea.. so anyways, i've been getting a lot closer to my friends in my dorm. especially jonathan which is good cuz i was in need of the moral support here. i love living here but i just wonder if it would be better if i moved somewhere closer. where i can go home more often and just... i dunno i guess i feel left out of my old life. but w/e i need to look at the positive. saying that i get to go home on the 16th!!!! oh yea thats like a week and a half. yay!!! i love it. but i slready know that its just too short of a time to get to do what i want to, but we will make the best of it. anyways, what has happened in my life
- recent deaths. pretty scary to think about it.
- friends with health issues.
- problems with friends period.
- family... egh they're alright
-me? i'm happy... just wish i could be closer
oooo... tomorrow is my boyfriends 21st birthday!!!!! wooohooo!!! that old geezer. too bad i couldn't be there with him. but i'll be there soon!!
things to do:
- read a million pages
-write an essay or two
- bring down my bed and reorganize my room
- sleep?
- work out
- send out valentine's day cards before thursday
- buy ink
- get my bike back
and most of this is to be done by monday... hmmm.. i better get a move on, no? nah i dont feel like it. well i guess this is the end of this entry.
your biggest fan!
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| A weekend in Stockton |
[13 Jan 2006|03:29pm] |
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Ok so today i am gonna go spend a weekend with my relatives that live in stockton. YAY!! cons- 1. i hardly know them 2. a strange house. pros- i get to know them, i have a cousin my age, home cooked meal.... yea i'm definitely going. haha. i haven't even packed or anything but i'm gonna have to give them a call soon. i'm gonna miss my room. and my lappy top. at least i'm not sick anymore and i can fully enjoy this weekend. who knows what this adventure will bring.
well i'll be back on monday so i'll update then!
rosie
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| photobucket madness |
[11 Jan 2006|04:37pm] |
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ok so i know understand how to use my photoshop,well sort of, and i officially have a photobucket!!! yay for me. this college education does get u somewhere. haha well anyways here are a couple of things to do
1. take more recent pictures
2. edit them on photoshop
3. redo my myspace page
4. call my uncle
5. read 100 pages in novel
6. read whole chapter for women studies
7. do my essay for english
geez... i should get a move on.... hmmm it smells like chicken in my room. chicken good!!!!! ok off to work
rosie
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| so yea.... |
[10 Jan 2006|08:23pm] |
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I'm sitting here at my desk. my eyes burning and my nose is stuffy. the weather isn't helping either. its so freakin cold. it has even started raining. grr... then to add to my burden i have tons of homework and no call from him for two days... hmmm...
can u say... life is
torture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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OMG the first weekend at my dorm and i am sick. this really sucks ass. last night i was like so bad, with a fever, headache and a runny nose. the sad part was that no matter how bad i felt i couldn't sit down. i was like on a sugar rush. yup but then i took some nyquil and knocked out for the entire night. today i have just been sneezing a lot. so lets hope that with a couple more doses of the nyquil i will be good. yea so next weekend i am gonna go chill with my cousins. i think its gonna be fun. i hardly know them so it gives me time to bond.
i have like a million pages to read but somehow i cant concentrate. but i am gonna start right now. lets see whatelse should i say. oh my stupid chem and math results will be ready on monday. i really hope that i passed. it will make my life oh so simplier.
our DC finally opened. and its like everywhere i go i see people that i know. its so cool it just feel welcomed. it really helps with the homesickness. especially since i've been feeling real bad. like today is my sister's birthday and i feel so bad that i didn't get a chance to send her anything. its sucks but at least i called her. w/e nothing makes up for the fact that i wasn't there. anyways its back to homework. here are a couple of things:
Your Life Path Number is 5
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Your purpose in life is to life freely and collect experiences.
You love life - new adventures, new people, new ideas.
You are very curious, and you crave novelty in all forms.
You tend to make friends easily, and you enjoy the company of all types of people.
In love, you are fun and even a bit intoxicating. But you won't stick around for long.
You are impulsive and spontaneous - which sometimes leads you to do things you regret.
Sometimes you can be overindulgent with food, sex, or drugs.
You have many talents, so many that you are often scattered and unfocused.
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You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and |
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[15 Dec 2005|02:39pm] |
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ok so i passed my writing test and i have a b in animal science. now if only i can get through chem and astronomy with flying colors!!! lets hope for the best ! i get to come home tomorrow. i need to check everything twice and make sure i'm not leaving anything. why wont time fly by faster. lol i dont wish that. i am gonna work on my vacation. upside i get to earn me some very needed money. downside i wont get to spend time with my friends or javier. well i wil make time, no matter what. even if it kills me i will do it!!! well back to studying!
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| subject a |
[12 Dec 2005|10:16pm] |
so i had my subject a test at 7pm. it went very very well!! i really think that i passed and i really hope so. because if i didn't my schedule for next quarter is gonna be so fucked. but i have confidence in myself.i get to find out on the 15th.
my mom and sister are planing to give my lil niece a little birthday party on sunday... my sister threatened me and said that i have to stay home no matter what.lol i swear that i need to start making appointments.it makes me feel so special!! lol yea w/e
ok just thought that i would update
horoscope for gemini:
If there's any quality you absolutely adore, it's chattability. No, that's not a real word, but your glib, intellectual sign has an inalienable right to make up a word of your own every now and then. Go find someone who answers to that description.
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| school is for geeks |
[10 Dec 2005|11:12pm] |
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ok so today was full of studying and eating lol. Yea i woke up at 10ish and went to go eat breakfast with the girls. lately there have been a lot of misunderstandings between us. we are all getting on each others nerves. but i think its just because we are wishing we were home already. everyone wants to leave. hopefully this time apart from each other will be good. studying sucks so bad. i have been studying chem and astronomy and i am full of it already. i know that i can do so much more but my brain is just a puddle at this point. so i have decided to go to bed and wake up in the morning to start a new. this plan of starting early and reading everything through every night might just work. i mean if i read it enough times, something might just stay there. i'm hoping thats the case. anyway i dont think that i have anything truely important to report other than the fact that i am going home in six days baby!! i can't wait. lol ok well i hope everyone else has a good weekend. dont party to hardy!!
love rosie!
tomorrow's horoscope for gemini:
Whatever you've been dying to call your own -- even if you swore you'd be able to resist, and most especially if it happens to be a person -- well, let's just say you'll have your hands full keeping that promise now.
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